Finally, its Mine!!

Decisions and Fate, do they ever go together?

And if they do, then why to me, do they bother?

My fate has never given me way,

My decisions have never made my day

A wholly crap of dependency lies,

Around a pile of suffering truth and crumbs of lies;

My smallest problems have seemed always too big,

My little heart has to always make the toughest jig;

Whenever I long to see the sunshine,

The darkness gives its horror sign

As soon everything seems to be fine,

All turns away as if it was never mine…

They say, “Every cloud has a Silver lining”

I know this, still my heart’s pining

For things which are small, but seem too big

And not for problems which actually need to fix…Really Quick!!!

Why, what and how to grasp the life’s Policy?

When, what and where to look for that craving intimacy

Of Love, of care, which seems to be missing somewhere?

A mind too silent, but always thinking like a running hare.

Well, my life’s actual leader is finally me…

The one who designs and executes each policy…

But then the reason why it’s so complicated,

Is the way it has been interpreted…

Like a team goes haywire when not coached well,

I am the coach of my life, the one who casts the spell,

A spell to make the magic happen,

 A spell to bring that mysterious climax

Finally it’s me, who has the power and control,

To make each bite yummy and delicious,

Or to just let it go waste!!

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